I wrote a new song..and it's got music all the way through. It totally says how I feel right now, and I'm pretty proud of it. But I'm too scared to share it with everyone. It may hurt some and give others the wrong impression. So for now, I'm going to keep it to myself. Maybe some day.

I'm talking to a long lost friend right now. Hopefully we can get this friendship going again. =)

I know this isn't long...but it's late and I'm tired.

Adios amigos...

Rachel

Life is fantabulous. Seriously. Live like you mean it. Live like you wanna be here. Live like you have a purpose. Because you do. No matter what you may think, what others may tell you, or what you may tell yourself, you were created for a reason. Maybe you know that reason, maybe you don't. But never underestimate God's power to work through you. Cause He can. And He does.

So....what are ya'll up to these days? I am getting extremely bad at updating this thing. Maybe cause no one else does??????? Except Sara, of course...she knows what a xanga journal is for. hehe! =)

I've been watching these awesome videos about creationism. Ken Hovind. Check him out and I can promise you you'll be glad you did.

I've got plans this weekend. Major cool plans. And I can't wait for them to start. =)

Well, I've got handbells tonight. Gosh, it seems like everytime I write on here I end it saying I have to go to handbells. Crazy.

Oh, I've got an idea for two new songs/poems to write. But we'll have to wait and see how that turns out.

peace&love

rachel

Howdy ya'll! It's been a long while..and I apologize. There's just so much to write about that I don't even know where to begin. I haven't had the time either. My fingers haven't touched these keys in ages! (except for yesterday...ha!)

I'm leaving in less than 2 hours to go camping for the weekend. I haven't even thought about what to bring yet. I got pulled into the xanga zone....ooooh...  Yeah, anyway...

Monday night we had an awesome time at my house. A bunch of old and new friends came over to hang out. Hopefully we can do that again soon...before June 29th. =(

I've been texting people...way too much. And I blame you, Andy! hehe! JK JK JK. But it's been pretty bad. So I got this nifty little deal now where it costs hardly anything. (compared to what it used to anyway)

I might and I might not go to prom. I don't know. Should I? Don't answer that one...it's a retorical question. Unless you were going to say no. Then go right ahead.

Ok, I better get to packing.  Check out my other site. I put a poem on it. And I like it. =)

♥hug someone...let the love show♥

Hello my xanga friends.

I actually have some stuff to write about today. Wow, huh?

First off...our youth group had a bowling outing last Sunday and a friend from school, Andy, came along. Yeah, that was really fun. I actually enjoyed myself, despite the fact that we went bowling. And....you ready for this?...I'd be willing to go again. =) Never thought you'd hear that out of me, did ya?

Second...John, Josh, and Cory came over to celebrate Mom's birthday with us. It's always fun having those three guys over together. Makes for some crazy times. We had a blast playing Catch Phrase..."cory is...." "A jerk!!!" Sorry, Cory, it was funny...but mom can be a little mean sometimes. haha!

Third...this news isn't so great. I feel like the world is crashing down around me. You can be so positive about something, so sure it's something good, something that's going to last through anything and everything, something thicker than thick, ya know..something special. And then POW it's gone. Just like that. A snap of the fingers. One small sentence. I never knew it could have so much power...but it does. And it hurts.

Oh, Sara...I tried making your cookies..and they are flat!!!! I added more flour, but it's not working. I'm going to make one at a time, adding flour each time..haha! That's going to require me to eat many a cookie...what a shame. (sarcasm there...haha!)

beLove

Rachel